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What If

Like a graveyard, you are never satisfied 

and always want more.

Always want something extra

a little more than the usual.

 

Always want more attention 

but you keep yours in detention.

There is no retention!

 

Never satisfied with simplicity 

always looking for complexity.

Shy away from honesty

but lie in bed with dishonesty.

 

You even question why I only speak one language 

“Hey Senorita!”

Is that Spanish enough for you?

“Hey Mademoiselle!”

Is that French enough for you?

 

What IF?

I pour out a bucketful of tears

cry out my insecurities 

bleed out my distrust and mistrust

let out the skeletons in my closet.

Would that be vulnerable enough for you?

 

What IF?

I move from nobody to somebody 

own and drive the best and fastest cars

wear the newest release of clothes

get you the finest jewels.

Would that be good enough for you?

 

What IF?

I carve out my heart from my chest

and serve it as a dish for you.

Give you my mind, body and soul for dessert.

Would that be good enough for you?

 

No! No! No!

Your thirst is unquenchable 

Your lust for more is insatiable 

and I refuse to lose myself 

while trying to please you.

 

This is the end to our unholy alliance 

The end to our unholy matrimony

The end to romantic slavery!

Authored By: Darcess Dossen

Featured Image By: Sam Burriss on Unsplash

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